For Shawn....

 

 

Again if I could write music.... 

 

 

Shawn, I'm not sure what is real..  just not sure.  Every part of me wants to forget everything about you...  In my mind I can make you out to be the biggest liar and hurtful person....  I want to hate you...  But even if the tiniest bit of your story is true...  Even though I want to be cold and hateful...  I can't turn my back completely...  This song says it all....  From Once the Musical .... When your minds made up....

 

But maybe this will be the last time this blog even mentions you.....

 

 

So, if you ever want something
And you call, call
Then I'll come running
To fight, and I'll be at your door
When there's nothing worth running for

When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to change it
When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to stop it

You see, you're just like everyone
When the shit falls all you want to do is run, away
And hide all by yourself
When you're far from me, there's nothing else

When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to change it
When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point even talking
When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to fight it

So, if you ever want something
And you call, call
Then I'll come running