Sunday, April 30, 2006

Song in my mind ~ The love song of Lestat.... sorry don't have my program... or the cast cd yet..

Its official... I must live in NYC every weekend.... This marks the 4 weekend in the row I have been to the Big Apple.... First last week...

OMG... Lestat... a Musical about Gay vampires.... I was leary.. and I must say there are a few parts of it that almost grinds to a halt on a slow start... but the last half of the first act and the second act is great. I find myself pondering how I could relate to the lead... him being a vampire and all.. hehe.. But it was interesting to see the things he did in order to not be alone... Always tiring to to the right thing but fail miserably... but in the end realizing that you must live for yourself to be happy. So I got what I needed out of it without the whole vampire thing. I got to see it with the straightest bunch of theatre folk I ever did meet... but then again.... they knew what the musical was going to be about... hehe

This weekend at the big apple was even better... I walked about 20 miles.. and I needed it. Was able to take a water tour of both the west and east side... and the weather was awesome. I was able to spend Friday night and Saturday all day to do whatever I wanted it was great... I felt really relaxed... and the 45 foot beast was in jersey so I didn't have to worry about tickets either...

And now there's Isaiah. I don't even know what he looks like... but its amazing. He acts alot like me... so my usual things don't scare him... He told me he was thinking of me all weekend.. and I was doing the same. I have a plan to how to introduce him to the Big Apple, if I get a weekend off that is.. hehe... and I just seem to be in a very good mood... Its funny... Some girl I met at one of Rose's band gigs THREE years ago, just calls out of the blue. And Isaiah is suppose to be shy, but he actually called me, without Miki knowing... Its been fun for the last 4 days... It was his birthday on the 29th, and I got him a little bit of New York, and I'm hoping to give it to him on Wednesday. We have a date planned...

I know.. I know... you've read this before on here.. but who knows... even me it has to work out sometime! Who knows.. but I'm happy and thats all that counts...

Best,
Jason

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Song in my mind ~ Welcome to the 60's - Hairspray

Just wanted to post I had a excellent time in NYC this last weekend. Found a good parking place for the 40 foot beast, and got to see Hairspray for nearly nothing. Great group, and beatifull day. And good sushi as usual. I really missed Eric, since he moved to Philly, it seems lonely in that town.. wierd.. Oh well.. other then that.. it was a great day...

till next post,
Best,
J

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Song in my mind ~ Ever since the world began - Survior

Wow thats a old song.... but its the one i think of Jamie the most with. I took off for his birthday, had a good time for the most part visiting bradford, but I ran into the LB. Didn't know he changed jobs.. Well I almost walked out, but I stayed, I had nothing to be ashamed of.. I love my new job, and warming up to DuBois rather well. I will freaken always care for him, but I'm ok in just caring... I don't trust him one bit. So its ok for me to not really bother. I did however look up his blog, and he's still ranting over the fugly one that cheated on him... and the LB at least has looks and he can't find something better? And I thought I was bad a while back.. But then again I can't stop thinking about Jamie. We are coming up to the ten year mark. And I miss him more then ever. But I stay hopefull and patient for the future. Which for me is amazing... that I can talk myself back to being calm but just knowing I can't control the future, so wait and whatever, whenever, whoever comes will be a blessing then. Its kinda impowering. But the 14th will be hard.

I have kinda met someone new.. but I'm again not too worried if it doesn't progress. I know there are people out there that can't believe I typed that. But its true, and I'm doing well in the majority of the areas that count the most, so thats where I can back it up.

But oh well.. I'm on-call in State College, and its been quiet today. So thats when i can update this.. yeah the dial up at the house still sucks stinky stuff. But thats good I get other things down.. thats except for when I'm in front of the tube... the everything pack is pretty kewl on dish network...

And I need to get back to the gym... oh boy.... Lidia cooks tooo well for me.

But around the house I'm exploring, I tracked down the old tunnel I was trying to find, and it was interesting, its in the shape of a backward S. And the fire dept is keeping me active.. My Gawd I'm still in love with the str8 boi... Oh well.. Again who knows. Till next time I guess.

J