song in my mind ~ I don't know

Well the band gig on Saturday went well. But I ended up crashing, mentally on Sunday and it carried threw till tonight... I realized I worked almost two weeks without a day off... and with the gig... which hasn't been a common thing... just kinda stressed me out.

So bad... I started wondering if I did anything wrong in why the troll "is mad" at me. But... I'm able to talk myself out of it... He cheated on me the whole time we dated. And he's been like that always.. so no.. I did nothing wrong. And everyone that was ever around the two of us..... bitch slap me if I think anything else.

So oh well.... nothing else going on. I guess.

best,
j