song in my mind ~ Dancing Threw Life - Wicked the Broadway Musical

Why am I cursed by actually caring about people?

Not much going on. So that is why some of the past has been being thought about in my mind. I'm sticking to say SCREW THEM BOTH and walking away. Troll and LB reference.

I'm starting to like how I view things now. I'm actually in a state of mind I'm used to. Not looking for anything "Spectacular" is a good thing.

Not to say that all my thoughts are healthy. Little rage here and there. But over all its ok.

Now for a humorous side note.

My love life is suppose to be hot till late July. (now I thought a while back it would be after) hehe.... and this comes from two celly txt messages and the paper. But the one txt message stated.... "For Romance, attend a family gathering....." Granted being gay... and the first cousin thing doesn't matter..... but.... I still think its kinda sick that my stars are telling me to find romance at a family gathering. I DON'T LIVE IN TENNESSEE OR NORTH CAROLINA... come on... hehe....

Got a band gig coming up this Saturday... Which could mean more. And been busy at my "works"....

So.... tired... kinda lonely... but who has the time.

Best, guys... I know this is a different entry then others.. but hey.. hehe its not bad.

BTW... getting back to the caring...

There is a horrible thing going on down in Tennessee.. Some UNlicense reform camp is trying thier best to turn a 16yo gay youth to a sucidial condition. Read his blog... is a sad thing that is still happing in 2005....

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