song in my mind - The Heart of The Matter ~ Don Henley

Well.... Sunshine and I talked via yahoo tonight. Not a promising night. Very few answers and only more frustrations.

He still wants the kid. Even though he recognizes its not good. Oh well I know more then I should. I know I could fix it, but in the end could damage it worse. So I don't know what to do.

I wish I could walk away. Again maybe not the time. Smart maybe.. but who knows.

All I know that I wasted another night.

night

j