song in my mind ~ I Don't Care Anymore - Phil Collins

Well.... way too many troll sightings... but I piss him off with either a one finger salute, or calling him by his trademark. Chester.

It's official. Sunshine is will always be..... LB The Little Bastard. I met someone that was able to inadvertently give me information that proves that its all been one big lie for over a year. All I have to say... Karma. He'll get his.

So... moving on to a new chapter.

Been Talking to a cute 24yo from Rochester. Plans are we are meeting face to face this Friday. We shall see if it's a good thing or not. He's either alot like me... or a good fibber... which being like me could be a good thing or a bad thing.

We both loss someone that we really loved. To very tradgic circumstances. I just hope he's telling the truth.... I fill bad for my new meetings.... I've been lied to by the best.... so I'm getting a little protective. Maybe a little bit over protective.

But on a positive note. I'm breaking or burning the twisted interconnected bridges in this town. Finally getting along over the crap of the last year and then some.

I hope at least... Chad is helping right now. For now.

AS well. I keep getting very SUPPORTIVE talks from people out of the blue. I sense a setup.. hehe.. but a good one. Its all about how great I have always been. My talent... I would do better if I moved and used my talents... This is the third gang up in recent weeks. And its them saying it to me... not me bitching and them offering the advice.

But its tough for me to listen to people thinking I have more then I like to give my self credit for.

Oh well...

Times they are a changing.... hehe

Best,
J