Saturday, August 25, 2012

Song in my Mind ~ Build Me Up Buttercup- The Valentines - Bon Scott Pre Acdc



Yep its funny how this whole thing turned out.  yep on the right with the arms is none other then Bon Scott from AC/DC and I found it just doing searches on my last name... haha...  But what made it even more funny is that I was up at Abay last weekend and I saw my Pirate Zeke again, and he sang it for Karaoke at Pirates Pub, and didn't believe me that it had ties to AC/DC...  but both now and then the girls loved this song.. haha

Well an update...  Me and Logan are still whatever...  finally a little be of something but not much, and well frankly I weirded myself out over it..  haha...  His ex finally stopped stalking... and well I'm impressed he seemed to find a new one.. who is kinda cute.. so good for him. 

Well we went to Darien Lake for his Bday... which was fun.. however it made me feel old and fat.  I actually couldn't get into the superman ride... even after I checked myself at the gate.  Which was embarrassing...  rest of the day was ok.

I saw my Bro Anthony play Claude in Hair.. and OMG.. amazing job.  I didn't think I would like the show since I'm a snob on the dated things... but wow..  simply amazing.

BHOH and the LB seem to have gone to single mode...  haha...  funny...

I might of lost one of my theatre sisters.  Her wedding was this month and I was suppose to sing at the wedding.. then well a few weeks out I noticed I was unfriended on FB... asked her why, and she blamed it on my Activism as of late.  She actually said, my rights will not be decided by my friends and family.  Which is totally crap.  I have alot of friends and family and if I can get them to understand why its important to vote for who and what not, will help me get my life and death rights.  Well she refriended, however I did not sing at the wedding...  I almost didn't go because I was getting the weird vibe... but did..  she cashed her wedding gift and then defriended me once again.  I used this example in talking about Dr. Wagner from Coudersport who is a Good Christian Bigot, and again why I am fighting like I am.  Well she heard about it through her mom, and well....  She responded because others that know the two of us commented... and well its a sad situation.. and I'm 50% to blame.  She said it had to do with posting wedding photos about some kid in the wedding and a cusdusty battle.  That she defriended 50 people for this.  Wow..  Well she has her motives and I have mind.  I will miss her.

Then I made my annual trip to Abay with Logan.  Mostly was fun.  More then I thought it was, because well I do like this company...  at the same time I'm constantly getting rejected in my mind... because he is so not into much after bromance...  but like I said it wasn't as bad as I expected... so things are cool...  There was this one weird time I just kinda had my way... well...  he seemed ok with it... but...  I wasn't happy about it. And not it wasn't THAT... 1% of it maybe... but not that...

I'm stuck working lots of on-calls in the next two months...  a total of 2 extra making it 4. So I am kinda hating life.

So just in case you need a more cool Bon Scott song.. here it is... I sang this at Abay too!
Best J

Sunday, August 05, 2012

Song in my mind ~ Next To Lovin" - Shenandoah



Reason for the song, is because its fun... and well it seems that everything has been a battle...

Well I was reading where the last blog that Mr. Prince was MIA for a week.  Well add another week on to that...  and well I thought it was officially over... till I saw a Facebook post of his... and well...  we are back to the way things were, with a few minor advances...  But still...  I wish plain and simple we were more affectionate... Oh well.  We haven't done much other then go to Darien Lake for his Bday... and well it seems this year Abay I will have a guest.  We shall see what new developments happen if any.  I love his company... but I really want to feel I'm in a relationship.

I'm singing for a old friend's wedding next Saturday... the song was not my first choice, and well after responding to the RSVP I got the boot off of her facebook page.. so it got confusing... then she wanted to hear the song first... and well I never had that request ever...  I'm going to try to get a recording but really this friendship has taken a weird turn.. but I guess years will do that to you.

Socially the whole gay rights thing has gotten really heated.  From Chick Fill A donations to anti-gay and well everyone is so polarized it's getting scary...  I saw this on Face book and its a little scary to say the truth.

What is the Religious Right new agenda?

With recent events such as the anti-gay comments by President Dan Cathy of Chik-fil-a, Masterpiece Cake Shop in Lakewood, Co. refusal to make a cake for a gay couple, the refusal to make an Atheist banner by a sign printing company in Fayetteville, NC for Rock Beyond Belief at Ft. Bragg because the message offended some employees (the sign company did rele...
nt), the Catholic Church’s belief it can refuse certain health care benefits to its’ employees and just recently a Federal Judge ruled that a private company Hercules, headquartered in Denver and owned by four siblings can force their religious (Catholic) views upon their employees by not supplying certain (now) federally mandated health care benefits indicates the new agenda is clear.

The “Religious Right” is now taking their fight to corporate and privately owned businesses pushing them to speak out and force their religious beliefs upon their employees and customers.
They now feel they have the right to refuse business or employment based upon their religious beliefs (whatever they may be) upon you the customer or employee.

Will we soon see signs in the storefronts stating that certain people are not going to be served if they are gay, lesbian, fornicators, adulators, Jews, Muslims, Atheists, the wrong type of Christian, SINNERS, etc . . .?

This harkens back to a time not so long ago called Nazi Germany where signs were posted on windows “No Jews” and the people were made to wear the Star of David so others would know who they were so they could be refused business or services. In our country, only a little more than forty years ago was signs stating, “Whites Only” “Colored Only” “No Mixed Races” to signify who could be refused service.

Is this again, the direction our country is headed?
Also last week I met in New York a very nice young guy, and well...  yet another that isn't currently wanting to date...  We talked alot and we share a lot of sad experiences...  He as a counterpart of my Jamie..  who was killed way too soon...  I'm glad we only talked, because even though I'm not sure if I'm in a actual relationship or not, I rather not get close to a cheating thing...  And if I wanted to cheat I could have, because it wasn't with Joey (the nice one) I had a acceptable looking slut wanting to do me somewhere in the same hotel sponsored in part from the lovely folks at Grindr.. haha...  Just think I was ignored for the last three years....  and kinda still am.. oh well...

Just in case your were wondering...  a little birdie has told me that "The Black Hole of Humanity" was dumped by the meth king he dumped the guy he left me for...  which if you recall, I kinda felt bad for.  But its interesting...  BHOH will be turning 30 in a few months...  that's when he meet me...  Interesting, if he'll be alone...  but hell...  he'll probably find some other shit hole with a shit hole to fuck by then...  But him all sad and finally getting what he spreads... is kinda nice...  Karma... got to love her....

Best,
J