Song in my mind ~ Solemate - Natasha Bedingfield

What a way to wake up to at 4:00am. The alarm was "blaring" this song.. however I always like my music loud... I just sat there and wondered who and what song this was. I hadn't heard it or "Heard it" But once again, if I could write music.. this would have been the exact song I would write. wow.....

"Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again,
circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line"

Funny thing I'm not really lonely anymore. Wouldn't mind a soulmate... but I'm done with the one night things... the well maybe this will work things.... My "palm reader" never called like she said she would... So I guess four of my seven Chakras are still out of order.

I've been doing well.... I think of Deoge and I still cry. Elphaba got fixed and declawed this week, and Ceeto was rather lost. It was like one of the few times he was actually by himself, and he didn't like it. However he was cuddle kitty when I did come home from work. Elphy is much "calmer" now, but I think that will pass... She will be back to knocking everything down and over soon enough.

The ankle is healing, weirdly but healing. However it made the birthday kinda a downer. Why I don't know because I've sprain my ankles in the past. The group I was hauling was very nice in many ways....

Work got a little stressful this week. However in the end I felt that I did and done the best thing for all involved.

Getting back to my birthday I recalled what I did last year, which was seeing Bare in Delaware. I guess I had more fun last year then this year. But last year was better then the year before. However, still kind not like the ones I wish I was having. But it seems work is always busy around it.

So I don't know. I keep thinking about when I'm gonna to blog that I'm gonna have profound ideas. But I should blog when I have those profound ideas. This trying to catch up once or twice a month isn't profound in the long run.

I'm off Monday, I have to take Elphy to have her wounds checked, then to Bradford to have my bumper replaced on my truck, lunch with friends, hopefully go see Mimi in Cuba, then back to Bradford for dinner with Cory. (str8 friend so don't worry... haven't found that soulmate, but as friends goes he's pretty good) hehe... Then back to work.... There might be a dinner meeting with a local I've been chatting with.. but we shall see....

Well if I think of anything this weekend I'll repost I guess....

Best,
j