Song in my mind ~ Swing - Wonderfull Town Cast

Again, Damn Broadway's Best.

Well I'm oncall again, and I'm bored enough for another update.

Let's see. Tony and I are still together. However it gets interesting sometimes. He's been back in Bradford for a bit more then a week due to his grandma's passing. However he did love seeing Bare in Baltimore, and we even went camping with the boat without killing each other. Bottom line if things are stressing me out. He has quite a knack of saying exactly the wrong thing. But over all we work it out in the end.

During the last week, two of my "old" encounters contacted me.... and even with the BF out of town I behaved myself.

Also the"LB" and I started chatting again. I don't know why, but I was the one that said hi first. He seems to be doing well. And even though overall my life would have less drama if I just hated him and never talk or saw him again. I don't know why I can't do that with him. I kinda know.. We never dated. I only completely kill past relationships.. haha.. Don't know. But I think its safe to talk to him for the simple fact is that I am in a relationship, so there is no option other then friends with him now. I don't care that I'm sure he's in contact with "TBHOH" like I said things are good in general. As I said in previous posts.... I don't hate TBHOH anymore. I don't want him in my life at all cause I know that would be TOO poisonous. But I do thank him for the shit he did to me cause overall I'm WAY STRONGER now.

Oh well... On call has been busy, but nothing too major. Tomorrow I'm hoping to take the boat out one last time and the weather is suppose to be amazing.

Till next time.
Best,
J