Song in my mind ~ Freebird

I really don't even want to attempt to make a update on things. A lot has happened....

Oh well... J2 is history, gone never to happen again.... What a arse... He lied again... and I had a pissy gay moment... but I don't regret it. God help whoever becomes involved with him..... they'll need it.

I have chatted with his ex too... I thought maybe something would happen between us... I thought that would be good karma.. but he found someone new too... so all is good for everyone but me.. haha

"T" is history too..

Had a date, that turned into a date from hell.... funny thing I knew that was gonna happen, cause he did alot of things people say I do.... haha... no wonder I'm always single...

However... as for sex... I've been getting a fair amount of that. Few are even hot! haha.. It wierd how things are cosmic lining up... actually the one that visited the house last night... str8 and we actually talked for over two years now... I acutally thought nothing would ever come about with us.... gave up over a year ago... however his every now and again "HI" .... oh well... but it was a very nice night... glad I had taken black friday off from work... as for not getting any sleep before thanksgiving.... due to work... and not much last night.. haha.... I caught up today.

I don't have to work till Sunday so being laid back is fun.

Deoge.... unfort he had to visit the vet... he's teeth took a turn for the worse... but 13 years I guess thats allowed.. he's been very cuddly... so its good.. He did well so far... but I was scared for a little bit. He's my buddy... and I know that being 13... the time is closer then later that I'm gonna have a really bad day... Just glad it wasn't last week.

AS for work... very busy... and I'm feeling really stressed.

I went out tonight, the ski resort in TL.... Interesting place.. gaydar went threw the roof.. haha... one cutie that reminded me of Randy Harrison from QasF... so you know what that means.. the only one I met and talked to was a cute lesbian couple.. haha

I guess if I didn't have gotten lucky last night with that str8 hottie... I would have been depressed... But tonight I couldn't do anything if I wanted to.. haha.... so its all good.

Mom and I went to NYC for a early Christmas gift from me to her.. but we kinda got screwed by the stagehand strike. So it was kinda a shopping trip for her... I only thought we were gonna get killed once down by Canal st... I just hope that the strike is over by Jan 1st. I have a cute 19yo theatre nut that wants to go to NYC with me... who knows what will happen with that.

With that... I'm done rambling.