Song in my mind ~ Betrayed! - The Producers

Well.... I'm even now more pissed....

I can't even write about friends who I don't want to date to end up pissing me off. (that means read the last entry) But it seems if I talk about a boy I'm thinking about dating... well next entry says... well that one is a jerk).... that sorta thing.

Some rather horrible things are happening at the fire hall... and the one I thought I could trust... well... I'm not sure... it seems overnight this person changed... and at first I wanted to do things that would def end things. I just decided to not to talk about it. If certain things do happen in that fire dept... I will walk out and never look back. Esp since the people minus one that accepted me since I moved here are the ones being attacked. When I chose to leave Derrick City in Bradford it was because I wasn't doing what I agreed to when I joined. I wasn't making bingo and such. I couldn't working 3 jobs at the time. So I left hurt. But hey.. they were only going by the rules. In this case. I have been busting my butt working fundraisers... perfect attendance for meetings...(only missing due to work).. and I make my fair share of calls. And what jerks my chain. Most of the people that are attacking unfairly. Don't do anything there. AND NONE are active fire fighters... which is what WE NEED THE MOST!!!! Not lazy asses doing nothing but bitch.

So if it ends poorly... I'm gone. I work to hard to let a group of people in that place tell me what I do means NOTHING. When they are the ones that haven't done anything. All my lurkers in this should know... Once you piss me off... I don't dewl... I get the hell out of dodge. I have way to many other things I can do with my time.

Karaoke is going good.

I got my hair cut... and since J2 never tells me his schedule I let someone else do it. I need new highlites... but I feel really old lately, I wonder if I need to stop with that and be my age. The depression lifted a little... because being TOTALLY PISSED OFF... is a feeling I feel way too comfortable with. But Saturday between jobs I got EVERYTHING done around the house chores wise... so being pissed off works every now and again....

Sunday I drove my one group to Ceder Point again! Fabulous day... perfect weather... very light lines... loved the coasters!!!! and I got a nap so driving back was no problem... so it was a perfect day!

Work is going ok....

I'm now a owner (well leasing for 5 years) of a new 2008 Tacoma... its white.. so its like younger child of my current 1999 Tacoma.... I'm sorta happy.... I first thought I was getting a V6 (power rrr RRR rrr) but its not... similar engine to what I have... and no power supply in the back... (like I need that... but it would have been neat to see if I could power my karaoke unit off it...) haha... and its white... so ... we shall see if I put the blue fire light on it. I'm holding off too see if I'm gonna leave.

Well I have to run to karaoke....

till next time... which will probably the 28th.... I'm on call for two weekends straight... uggh... what a mood I'll be in.