Saturday, September 29, 2007

Song in my Mind ~ 1999 - Prince

Why that song? its on Derek and Romaine on Sirius OutQ... and when that stupid song is playing.. what else can be going on.... haha

Well... some updates... I took delivery of the new Toy on Monday. Its very pretty... too pretty.. haha.. it turned into a access cab which means... I finally can transport my speakers for karaoke the way I should.. haha and a few other things makes it a little more friendly.. (minus the ac plug i THOUGHT I was getting with the v6.... haha)

Jon went to Bradford with me to pick it up. Fortunately we have been able to talk about what was going on, and hopefully things will work out.. I was glad I just didnt open my mouth like I usually do... so it wasn't a terminal thing as I assumed it might be. However the "old blue lite" will not fit on the new truck... Toyota has now put groves on the roof and the magnets will not seat if you try to center the blue light. So if I do stay in the fire dept I'm looking at maybe 300 dollars to make it blue light legal with new purchases.. which I dont really want to do. Oh well..

Last Saturday I took a group to NYC, and it was a trip that I was able to spend TOO much money.. haha... First I bought a FRONT ROW CENTER seat for Spring Awakening for Jan 1st. Then sushi.... Then I thought even though I won't get lucky on this trip, I have decided to buy a another ticket right next to me.... I did ask J2 to go, and I did get a "sure" when I asked him if he would be interested in dating me... but he's been quiet ever since. So we shall see. I will find someone... just not another romantic thing probably.

Then it started raining so I just settle to go to a show that day... so I decided to see Les Misèrables since I did want to see it on Broadway since it came back. Other then "little people" being cut, it was good... if you know me you know it was my "first" and "Favorite all time" musical. When I saw it .... hmmm.. (cough) sighing.... 15 years ago in Toronto. My gawd I'm getting old... even though I don't feel it. But it was a very good show. so in one day I bought $300 dollars of broadway.. haha. I'm going to have to go threw my Blogs.... I'm not really sure what shows I saw this year... but I'm thinking Spamalot, Drowsy Chap, Spring Awakening (twice) Grey Gardens... Pretty spoiled when you can't remember... then again... I stoped remembering alot of things.. haha... And as far as I know I will see Wicked again (third time... however that is a show I could watch up to 100 times) in October when my one group requests me and they get my ticket for me. In November I'm seeing Jersey Boys (or Bois) haha with mom for a Early Christmas present for her... So that breaks my record last year. I think I'm addicted.. haha... Who'd have thought.

And after the show I had dinner with Anthony. He's one of my friends almost brother I shared the Olean stages with. He's doing very well.. trying to get into Broadway, but has a decent 9 to 5 til he does...

Well this week will be nuts and I'm tired and I need to be up at 4 so.. I think I covered everything. If not I'll add on tomorrow. Or next week.

I'm still kinda down... lonely... but I'm doing better... Other then tonight I went to Chumleys for free Clems Bar-B-Q ... and some freaking str8 arse bounced a piece of BarBQ off my back. Gawd.. not even safe in a gay bar... haha

Ok I'm out of here...
j

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Song in my mind ~ Betrayed! - The Producers

Well.... I'm even now more pissed....

I can't even write about friends who I don't want to date to end up pissing me off. (that means read the last entry) But it seems if I talk about a boy I'm thinking about dating... well next entry says... well that one is a jerk).... that sorta thing.

Some rather horrible things are happening at the fire hall... and the one I thought I could trust... well... I'm not sure... it seems overnight this person changed... and at first I wanted to do things that would def end things. I just decided to not to talk about it. If certain things do happen in that fire dept... I will walk out and never look back. Esp since the people minus one that accepted me since I moved here are the ones being attacked. When I chose to leave Derrick City in Bradford it was because I wasn't doing what I agreed to when I joined. I wasn't making bingo and such. I couldn't working 3 jobs at the time. So I left hurt. But hey.. they were only going by the rules. In this case. I have been busting my butt working fundraisers... perfect attendance for meetings...(only missing due to work).. and I make my fair share of calls. And what jerks my chain. Most of the people that are attacking unfairly. Don't do anything there. AND NONE are active fire fighters... which is what WE NEED THE MOST!!!! Not lazy asses doing nothing but bitch.

So if it ends poorly... I'm gone. I work to hard to let a group of people in that place tell me what I do means NOTHING. When they are the ones that haven't done anything. All my lurkers in this should know... Once you piss me off... I don't dewl... I get the hell out of dodge. I have way to many other things I can do with my time.

Karaoke is going good.

I got my hair cut... and since J2 never tells me his schedule I let someone else do it. I need new highlites... but I feel really old lately, I wonder if I need to stop with that and be my age. The depression lifted a little... because being TOTALLY PISSED OFF... is a feeling I feel way too comfortable with. But Saturday between jobs I got EVERYTHING done around the house chores wise... so being pissed off works every now and again....

Sunday I drove my one group to Ceder Point again! Fabulous day... perfect weather... very light lines... loved the coasters!!!! and I got a nap so driving back was no problem... so it was a perfect day!

Work is going ok....

I'm now a owner (well leasing for 5 years) of a new 2008 Tacoma... its white.. so its like younger child of my current 1999 Tacoma.... I'm sorta happy.... I first thought I was getting a V6 (power rrr RRR rrr) but its not... similar engine to what I have... and no power supply in the back... (like I need that... but it would have been neat to see if I could power my karaoke unit off it...) haha... and its white... so ... we shall see if I put the blue fire light on it. I'm holding off too see if I'm gonna leave.

Well I have to run to karaoke....

till next time... which will probably the 28th.... I'm on call for two weekends straight... uggh... what a mood I'll be in.