Song in my mind ~ there's a Monster in my Pants - The B-52's

ok... the song is based on the upcoming day... nothing more... Maybe? hehe

Well.... My interview for my MAJOR job, is this Monday. Its still looking promising. (All I can say now)

I won my court case AGAIN!!! I don't know if I mentioned the jerk that backed out of his driveway crossed two lanes of traffic, hit me in a parking lot and sued me? Jerk face. hehe... But, I won... that's all that it counts. Just don't like being in court.. hehe first the traffic court in NYC, now this for my job in St. Marys... and the last one is coming up in Dec for the "money situation".

I had great hibachi and sushi on Tuesday in Erie.. met a friend I have been talking to online for almost 4 years. He impressed me alot. He's done well for himself in the last four years. Lost alot of wieght, and doing well in school, and going on for this Masters. Its a success story... so again more postive stuff going around.

Oh well... overall I'm doing good... so that is all that matters.

Best,
J

Song in my Mind ~ You Won't Be Mine - Match Box 20

Well.... times they are a changing.

The last post I'm about to contradict.... I'm now up for a promotion with the company in State College. There are a few others in the running.... Including a fellow homo that has similar background... but I'm cuter.. hehe.. Oh well... if I get it I will have to completely move within a short time... which would be between now and Christmas............ Prozac time?? hehe... I've been shown again alot of support in this matter... a few made sure that I was aware of the position with their votes I would be perfect for it... There are a few other factors but I'm not disclosing that. But we shall see what will happen.

I broke silence with the LB again... not the most brilliant move... But susposely threw his myspace he's going threw some tough times. So again... I'm opening myself to the twitches... But maybe... we'll see what we both thought we saw before. It's a long shot... but... those are the only ones that are worth it.

State College could be a good place for him as well.

Kapers is going to be a great show this year... I'm busy... (not the star, but I don't want that anymore) and thats all the counts. I was able to use my 3.5 minutes to grant a "remembrance's" experience for a friend, who is a sister of a friend I owe alot to. So... I'm glad I was able to spin my magic again!!

I'll chat with ya all later.

Best,
J

Song in my Mind ~ You're Beautiful - James Blunt

Well yesterday was National Coming Out Day... A day we are suppose to reflect our coming out experience and think about the process... Well I passed out... My mood has changed for the worse... and it has to do with the past... but not on any new developments.

I'm a great person.... I know that... I'm shown that countless times threw my friends.... but why am I destined to be alone?

My plans to move to State College next year seem to be changing. A situation that involves a friend of my in that company just seems unfair.. and I don't want to depend on a full time job in that aspect. Maybe it will correct it's self by next year... but that helped to bring mood down more.

Yeah... been very down. Thinking about the DEADline.
Oh well...

Best,
j

Song in my Mind ~ Live like you are dying - some country dude

Sorry I haven't posted in a while.... but I realized that I haven't had a TRUE day off since Aug 15th. Granted I didn't work 9/10-11 .... but the trip to NYC and the FUN TIMES.... since not a day to just veg.... So I'm tired.... hehe

NO contact of the black hole of humanity types....

It seems my straight boy number 2 wants to be bi boy big time.... And a few others are coming around again... so its been fun times again. hehehe...

OH well... Karaoke at a gay bar starting tomorrow... so we shall see....

I need a day off.....

And Kapers seems its going to be fun....

So.. all is ok... for now.

Best,
J