Song in my Mind ~ You're Beautiful - James Blunt

Well yesterday was National Coming Out Day... A day we are suppose to reflect our coming out experience and think about the process... Well I passed out... My mood has changed for the worse... and it has to do with the past... but not on any new developments.

I'm a great person.... I know that... I'm shown that countless times threw my friends.... but why am I destined to be alone?

My plans to move to State College next year seem to be changing. A situation that involves a friend of my in that company just seems unfair.. and I don't want to depend on a full time job in that aspect. Maybe it will correct it's self by next year... but that helped to bring mood down more.

Yeah... been very down. Thinking about the DEADline.
Oh well...

Best,
j