Song in my mind ~ You won't be mine - Matchbox 20
I really was hopefully again... that I would like a week.... grrr....
Well... Wednesday I got my annual test... that doctors appt I mentioned before that I wasn't looking forward to. Well.. it was better... haven't gotten the final results... but they are now telling me the gift that I thought the troll gave me. I don't have. So... its helping the homicidal tendencies I had towards him subside a little... but...
So I yahoo mess the LB/sunshine to get ahold of me asap. Since his ex has full blown sex with the troll when he cheated on LB/sunshine there was some concern cause LB/sunshine was stupid for taken the cheater back. Now that there might be some truth that the troll doesn't have the gift either its a small ray of hope. But then again how many other cheats and scumbags has the troll had in the last year.
Wed Karaoke was good... and Thursdays was great, all from not having any bookings there in sept to now threw the end of sept.
Well then LB/sunshine called on friday. (ok a week late) but he did call. We talked for 50 mins.. and it was more then just what the troll did or done.. Why does my heart and soul betray me? I really thought that he was being genuine again. So he was suppose to call me at 4-4:30 to tell me if his original plans are a go or if we would do dinner. I offered Chu Lee's, but after the talk I decided something better would be a better idea. Well he never called. So again I feel I've been played. Or at least always the least on his mind. There is so much "proof" and evidence that I should just walk away. But what is it that makes it so its painful if I try?
Again I'm not going to try to contact him.. And no doubt if I didn't leave that message to call me about the "gift" thing.. He wouldn't have. The car is giving me a headache. And the garage "pulled a misunderstanding thing" they won't pass it till two holes get fix... And how in the hell can I accomplish that. And the misunderstanding was I thought it was agreed they would fix it. So its just costing me about 50% more in gas usage to get to work.. so I'm stressed.
One other positive the lawyer will have all the money he needs to get the bankruptcy thing going... so thats one less stressor.
Oh well.. I still have my DEADline.
J
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