Song in my mind ~ I could never rescue you - The Last 5 Years (musical)
Well... I've had been numb from lack of sleep and other things.
Silence was broken between me and LB/Sunshine. I added him on yahoo and we started chatting. And he was the one that wanted to call me. He remembered my number... thats a plus. All he did was bitch about the what the troll has done for the last few months. I rather not hear it.
We were suppose to do something together thurs, but he was going to call/txt with a definite answer by 7. Well at 7:20 I called him (with his new number that he readily gave me). He has a reason why he couldn't go. And promised to definitely go next thurs.
Then he told me that he would call me Friday for possibly doing something Sunday. He didn't call. And I didn't either. Its Saturday now.
I would take off tomorrow... But I'm committed to going to Eric's Grandfather's memorial service. Which Eric hasn't called to the last two messages I left. So Sunshine/LB isn't the only one that... Forgets me.
Unfort I saw the Troll at the Festa downtown. And of course I had to "hurt" him. But he's lucky. I'm still tempted to make some of the lies he told people that I did to him... True after more then a year and half later. I should be happy. With the stuff that LB/Sunshine tells me... he's still evil as always and at least I don't have to deal with it directly.
The two times I talked to Sunshine/LB on thurs, it seems I can trust him. But then when he doesn't do the small things he said he would... I think I'm being played as a joke again. As I'm so good at doing.
I have a deadline picked again for April 14th to figure everything out.
We'll see if takes even that long.
j
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