Saturday, July 07, 2012

Song in my Mind ~ Una Furtiva lagrima - Rolando Villazon



I confess, I had to look up the translation on the song above...  It's very beautiful...  I always wished I would have follow through and attacked opera. It was recommended to be by this 18yo that decided to start chatting with me on one of "those" apps... hehe...

He started flirting with me and it was just like that cell phone commerical I was able to bring up his Facebook, and his BF, then we talked about my "It's Complicated" one... haha..  It was cute that a 18yo would flirt with me...  and OMG... he has a voice you could listen for hours... and I almost did...  I don't know about these latino boys....  But I behaved...

Well I have a few days off here and there which was nice.  I sold the boat finally... which will help with vacation, if I don't spend it all first.

As for my prince...  Its been interesting... and then at times not so much.  I ended up saving his ex from himself, which lead me to giving a plan for that last ditch effort to win back Mr. Prince...   I have to admit was a pretty solid plan...  But the whole thing of me having to save him from NYC, and well.... calling the ex repeatedly for over a month (which Mr. Prince has never answered)....  That should be your sign.....  but he HAD TO try one more time to fix it.  Well...  like I said I got him from High School mentality, to closer to a 21yo should be...  Gawd the thing that gets me is I remember I acted alot like him in the past...  and sometimes not so distant past...  Poor thing he meant well.

As for my Prince or "It's Complicated" one....   in some ways we are going great.  in other ways... I'm frustrated.  We have had some really nice dates.. and barely getting a hug is not great for my self esteem.  But I know in this case it will take time.  However, sometimes I wonder if it will ever happen, and he usually does something that gives me hope, even if its a little, however... its hope.

We actually been in Ellicottville and Bradford area alot.  First Sunday we drove to Holiday Valley for the High Adventure Course, but was too late to do it so we just did the mountain coaster, then visited Red House at the State Park, went to Chu Lee's and then Kinzua Bridge disaster park.  And he surprised me by staying over.  Then we had a few days of umm... whats going on... Then we went eariler to Holiday Valley the next Saturday, and we about died on the High Adventure Park, but it was awesome anyhow...  Got a bite to eat at the Depot, watched the HV Fireworks which were nice but alot shorter then I remember....  had him meet "The Dolly" who now tries to embarrass me about my past, by bringing up things in the past... that I don't remember, and now thinking back sounds like more a Queer as Folk episode...  then my real life.. so I'm a tad concerned there...  Went to the City Line for a quick stop for Karaoke that I was hoping would help sell the boat.. which I don't think it did.. but I sold it anyways...  Got a room in Bradford for really no reason... however it setup Sunday which turned out to be a nice day of getting alot done at the house, and had a good dinner...  Then MIA for the next week... 

However I did get a bit pissy this last week so, and he admitted some things needed to be worked on... so overall its still being positive.  We shall see...