Song in my mind ~ Run Away With Me - Aaron Tveit

What a pretty song...  yeah I'm kinda in a romantic mood.... and for the first time... I believe it might last a bit longer then usual.... maybe..

Still trying to sell the boat... that's proving to be interesting... either with me not being home... or people are just not interested...  Oh well..

In May I had the usual trip of culture that runs ya ragged... that really didn't run me ragged....  The stress I was actually having from from the former bf of the person that has me in a romantic mood.  But made a good tip and the tour guide was actually nice.  Got to boat on the St. Lawrence as usual on the 1000 islands, that got me interested in booking my room for Pirates weekend in Abay in August which I did... so ...

New York City and I have my usual Love Hate relationship going on...  this year its not the black limos or diplomats pissing me off... this year its the parking cops...  and its unfair because they let the transit buses take all of our places.. then we have no where...  I met two very nice assholes during that process....  there I said it.  Oh well.

Well for my prince...  I don't want to say too much.  But I was attracted to him from the start, esp because I was sure he was straight...  but I knew not narrow, because I knew he has this one friend.. that turned out to be his bf... haha...  great gaydar Jason.  However, even after a unfortunate thing we attempted to be friends.  Then the BF got pissy, and honestly I did my best to give the BF the best relationship advice I could give him.  One because, I never thought I would stand a chance, and well, I wanted to be friends, and if calming down the BF would promote that I would try.  Well he ended it with the BF which could have been caused by me, however if the BF would have calmed down, it might have not been as sudden.  But I tried, I've even been messaged by him after the breakup, for some information mining on his part...  but again I tried to help him see the light at the end of tunnel...  Just a very different situation totally. 

But now my prince and I have been taking it slow.  Namely because I have been gone alot...  but also thats the way he needs to take it.  He is an amazing person...  This is unlike every other relationship I ever been in, so who's to say, it might actually work...  or at least.. I think this time if it doesn't, we could remain good friends.  Which is another kinda first for me.

I have no clue where it will go, but for once, I'm enjoying the journey....

best,
J