Song in my mind ~ Good Riddance - Green Day

This goes out to the lurkers, that in attempting to make me look bad, it actually backfired and now your really horrible acts are now known... I really feel bad for you. Your souls took a major hit, again. Please stop lying... I will pray for you, because you of all need it the most. What you did was plain horrible. I feel bad for you.

I will not change. I will not let your evil change my goodness that I have inside to give....

“People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere, people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give you best anyway.

In final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”
― Kent Keith

Song in my Mind ~ Had a Dream (Sleeping with the Enemy) - Roger Hodgson

Had a dream
I was born
Took me naked in the eye of the storm
And now it's standing right in front of me
What's it gonna do to me?
Who knows?

Well I was in a kinda good mood.. but so far..  2012...  bite me... haha

What happened?  Well took my one favorite group to Killington...  they were great... but the bus not wanting to start one morning is one thing... no biggie...  but breaking my boots the first day...  kinda sucked.  However they don't have much snow up there so it wasn't no big deal.  I have a year to use my semi-raincheck 4 day ticket.. which worked out.

The Boss Lady is still fighting the good fight.  I did manage to visit her before I left on my last trip.  It was a good visit, however, there is not much I can do to change what will be the final outcome..  which makes me really sad.

This world is getting scarier by the second.  The upcoming presidential race is just wearing away at me.  I just can't stand the plain old bigotry.  Enough is enough.   Watch the whole video above.  Just simply amazingly scary.  But true...

Only thing come up with I have a trip planned to Vermont after I get my tax refund to buy new boots.  I would have rather spent it on paying down the credit cards, but I didn't want to lose one more hobby in the winter.  Depending who or if who goes with me will hopefully make it a fun trip.

I however do have one 18yo texting me quite a bit today.  Yeah I know how many ways this could go horribly horribly wrong.  He wants to do lunch on Monday (well he tried like hell to get it up'd to today and Sunday) but I rather get through on call before adding anymore stuff.. haha  Guess I'll be telling you next month how that turns out....

best,
j

I don't care
What the future brings
Give a damn
About anything
I'd be fine
If they'd only leave me alone

But it's time
Gotta take a stance
'Cause I won't
Get a second chance
And I know
Now I have to make it alone