Song in my mind ~ Rise Above 1 (Live on American Idol) - Spiderman

How long will it take
Before these feelings go away
How much longer do I wait
And are there any real answers anyway

Too heavy, your silence in a crowded room
Louder than the loudest tune
I hang on every word

And you said rise above
Open your eyes up
And you said rise above
But I can’t, I can’t

It seems I'm in one of my moods again.  Just seem friends are going through a stage that maybe they are a bit more foe for the time being...  Then again it could just be me.

Well one thing its hot.  Or DAMN FIRETRUKIN HAWT.  I actually was forced to install the one AC unit in the bedroom a month ago, and well this week I had to install the other unit in the living room...  Ceeto was loosing too much weight in the sauna...

So what has happen?

Catching up a bit with work.

Attended my 20 year reunion.  Which made me feel both young and OLD.. haha  I kissed a lesbian and I liked it.  However as I long suspected.  There are alot more women out there I would like to kiss then men.  Since I only want to kiss the hot young skinny guys...  But as the counselor says, thats my dad's fault.. haha.. 

I also did a Karaoke reunion, and well there wasn't to many of the old singers, Dolly came, and when the majority of the small crowd of the few of my classmates that came to the real reunion, it was rockin for about a hour and half.   But later, that weekend I did a private karaoke gig in Bradford, that was fun, and profitable... hehe...

Last weekend I made a rather fun, however kinda geeky trip out to indy.  I got 12 free tickets to a comedy club. but I don't know 12 people in Indy, haha... but I knew 5 people out there and well 3 joined me.. .and it was fun... Bottom line I got two more of my favorite Playboy sushi Rolls out there.  but the whole 16 hours of driving kinda was like what are you doing?!?!  haha

I got to NYC as a tourist... and took Eric P to Spiderman vers 2.0....  it was fun.  I originally got the other ticket for a latin cutie I met on grindr...  first mistake... but the company was still first class.  I made a lot of observations about the new version.  Which overall I like except the first one was based on a creation of a comic book.  So the "comic" props made sense.  But with the change of that with the complete destruction of the geek chorus, I thought they should have wiped the whole comic thing out of the show... like the oversize spidey hand, baby and the green goblin, and the comic car and camera and other minor props.  My favorite Peter (Mathew James Thomas) was playing so I was excited to see him again.   And after a few reminders at stage door he remembered me.  I promised him I wasn't stalking.  Just because he's straight, and there was a time I could tempt the straight boys, not so much these days...  oh well.  Then I ran into him right away after I saw Eric off.... again I had to say... not stalking... and he laughed....

Other then that... the house clan got a little bit bigger.  I got a call from someone at work and they saw a kitten running around work and in a engine of one of the buses...  well as soon as I saw her (the kitten) I told the employee I hated her... cause I knew I was going to get stuck with this CUTEST little kitten...  To put the icling on the cake, even the vet, asked his assistant to get a sharpee to write sucker on my forehead. 

That reminds me.. .when I was in Bradford I had a bigger tuxy kitten basically charge at me when I was filling my tire on my truck...  What am I the pied piper of cats?  However, I these two people picked it up and I bribed them some money to take it to the SPCA, hopefully they were people of their word.  But at one time this cat was someones, and well now it just wanted love and well basically FOOD AND WATER....  If someone just abandoned it... I feel sorry for you.  Remember what God says... what you do to the least of me...  I think kitties fall into that category.

Well the family wasn't happy with me.  They all were not happy, however Ceeto and his loveable self decided to be nice first.  Then Toosie warmed up....  Elphy held out the longest which was weird because she just couldn't stay away from Toosie when Toots was a kitten....  But now it seems all is ok.  Elpy is more anti-social and won't come to the bed.  However Ceeto and Toosie is back.... and well....

Isabella...  Izzy when she's crazy kitten, and Bella when she's cuddle cat..  she just loves to cuddle up close to the head... sometimes to close when she just starts licking the nose.... eye.... yeah... interesting.. but she's the cutest thing!

Like I could say no...

So other then a tad bit of a miserable attitude... which I just equate to that I need laid...  yeah I said it... haha  but with four cats... I think I'm scareing all the boys away...  Well when your the crazy cat woman that tends to happen.

I did come to the thought that ten years ago I was more willing to change... for a partner or what not.  However now I'm getting more stuck in my ways...  so maybe its official...  single for life.  Thats mostly good in my honest opinion.  But who knows....

I don't care about Amy Whinehouse....  My heart goes out to Norway...  what a loss...  what a horrible person, who the media is painting as "Leans towards the right and is a Christian fundamentalist", which is ticking off the Right Winged Christian fundamentalists...  but I can see how hate towards Muslims that is in a lot of religions of the Christians (remember the crusades?) push.  Just like the hate of Muslims and Gays in America.  Yes I've heard it straight from a Orthodox Catholic priest... he's like at war with Muslims...  and hates gays too....  I can see a person of a sick weak mind hearing that hate and act on it like that psycho in Norway did.  Thats why asked the question in America...  Who are Right Winged, Christians fundamentalists, love their guns, and hates gays and Muslims?  Tea Party maybe?  We haven't learned from Gaby... maybe we will learn now... Stop the hate and work together!!!

Sorry I didn't want to get political...

in closing

In a time a treason
Is there time for trust
When there’s no them
Only us
Is there time for reason
Has your heart had enough
Is it time to let go
And rise above

And you said rise above
Open your eyes to love
And you said rise above
Yourself
Best, J