Song in my mind ~ The Black Parade - MCR

Well, first time I didn't get bumped off on-call to go traveling somewhere for spring break. Which is ok.... last year I was in Vancouver.... year before that sprained my ankle in Boston.... Overall for being a really busy weekend, as on calls go... not to bad. Later this week I'm heading for a brief trip to Indianapolis. Hopefully I get the two things I want to do done in one night. It's a win/lose with the mostly lose possiblity... so it will be brief. On the dreaded Bday I'm doing the same trip that got me in trouble on my Bday in 2005. Oh boy.

No major change in the gossip I reported two weeks ago... I did write to the BHOH's "whatever" a congrats note... however I did not hear back... I think they are still too close... or some messed up crap... again... that whole situation made me look damn smart.. haha

House hasn't washed away yet... even with the thaw it keeps trying. I did buy a replacement sub pump for the old well to help prevent it from even getting into the basement. I did get my income tax back and the biggest credit card is paid off. For now. Plan is to pay cash for the main sub pump plan.. I might have to use it for a good deal on some Super CDG's and a new home "karaoke" player that is a good deal too. But I should be able to pay that off quick. I'm looking for a cheap cargo trailer... so... yeah.. I'll probably burn through it fast.

I haven't been able to write to the savage... I really did want to write back sooner since his last letter was very positive. Then again, I'm afraid I'm going to get into something I don't want to. To bad he's getting out in May... the psychics say I'm suppose to meet the one in June... that would make everything easier. haha.. Naw, again I'm glad at least for him getting out in May for being "good"... there's really only one ex that I feel should be in jail and never see the light again... and of course thats the BHOB aka Troll.

I still have this cold/cough/sinus whatever from the Ski Trip in January... but overall I was feeling good. This last week got the downs a bit.. and the lonely BS.... however still not as bad as it was at the apartment. Again with how I felt in Vancouver.. I really do believe that water was killing me.

Well I'm going to attempt to write that letter to the savage (again I need to get a new nickname for him perhaps savage is too mean).... I even broke down and got him a small money order for stamps and letters... Hopefully that will get him through till May.

oh well
Best,
J