Song in my Mind ~ Sing - My Chemical Romance

Sing it for the boys,
Sing it for the girls,
Every time that you lose it sing it for the world.
Sing it from the heart,
Sing it till you're nuts,
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts.
Sing it for the deaf,
Sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind.
Sing it for the world,
Sing it for the world.

How great a song is that.... thanks to Glee I kinda getting to like a new band....

Wow what to write about.

Lots of gossip.... LB had to move out of Olean to Limestone... seemed to have roommate problems... wonder what that really means. And according to this one Web Site he is wanted in PA for failure to pay a fine...

The BHOH is now single. I hope it was his "whatever" that threw him out. All the cheating on any and every level... his whatever made me look good. I might have been a nag with the troll about doing the right thing... however at least I had a backbone. Seems BHOH doesn't have the house or the truck... walking everywhere..... alone... has nothing.... I don't relish it.. however it does put a warm spot in my tummy.. that payback is a bitch.

One of the "Savage's" "who I'm not sure on that name at this moment" ex's is in deep doo doo in both NY and PA. Seems he's gonna be locked up for a few years either way.

As for the Savage.... (as you know the names are only changed to protect the innocent... or guilty)... He wrote again around Christmas. He kinda got the hint of me not writing to him was that the fact the last few letters were kinda just rambling, and then asking for money. So I didn't write back, because the only thing I promised was I would "TRY" to be positive and a friend. But I finally got around to write a less pissy letter... and he wrote back with one of the most clear and very positive letters... He learned he was getting out on good behavior come May. Still not sure what is going to happen. I know that no one will feel bad for me if I allow him within the defense shield and he craps all over me again... But... I'm not sure a absolute have a nice life attitude is correct either.

I recently learned that the one that I would really like to date.... is back on the market. When I learned he was off the market a bit back I kinda got in trouble at work... because I wasn't very positive on my facebook. However... I kept my mouth shut.. so hopefully I didn't damage things with him.... however... I don't think I'm what he is looking for... So oh well.

So far the on call weekend has been tolerable. I was scared... Friday ended being very stressful. The house was about to flood again, and I didn't have a working backup sub pump to rely on yet (the income tax check is taking its sweet old time for issues out of my control) However being $2680 is rather nice. But I have it spent already for the most part. But it should be good needed stuff to pay and pay off on. Then i smelled propane... had to have a friend come out and help me. And to top it off.. Jacob has some hoof issues.. that I hope I can get fixed and mended before work becomes nuts in March.

So other then that..... is the words of "sing"....

Keep running!

J