Song in my mind ~ This is the moment - Jeykle and Hyde

song is playing on internet radio... I'm too tired to have anything else in my mind. Things have been interesting... and somethings just piss me off. There is a situation at work right now that is just pissing me right off... I'm not in trouble, but just the same, a wrong must be righted, and now its delayed. enough of that.

Alot going on... last night alone while I was sleeping I was contacted by Justin, Cory, Sarah (saying something about her BF that is just WRONG haha... well least the way I'm taking it.. haha) Then I have a Chris calling me that is a far distance away that due to age we could be compatible, but in other ways I'm not sold yet. Then I have a local young one... (legal) but young... talking to me.... I think everyone read this blog and where I wasn't looking.. haha... But with me I'm focusing on friendship first, and see what happends... Cause I'm not going out on a limb for NO ONE. I don't want just a relationship... I want a relationship that won't drive me crazy... Maybe that should have been the song in my mind..... Cause don't forget...even though I have been without since Sept... sooner or later Bi-boi 1 or Strait boy 2 and my schedules are going work.. haha... esp when bi-boi got his car fixed. I don't want stress anymore... and won't allow it. Sorry to any of the guys that are looking for more with me... but I'm going to be picky for once... I have to... I've learned too many lessons so far.

Sarah, ... she says her BF needs thousand dollars... and right away my filthy mind went to that movie with Robert Redford... haha... but I don't think he's that good.. but I refrained from being bad. so far haha... What a twist on that movie this could be... haha.. but we are going down from a million, to a thousand... well its Sabula, and we are all cheap.. haha....

Oh well... just thought I say something since this is my on call weekend... Friday was bad, Saturday was worse... we are slow today so I hope people behave.

The young one was talking about stopping over tonight.... I doubt it... he's still to scared... and his age (although legal) concerns me. Gawd I must be getting old. haha...

j