Song in my mind ~ A New Life - Jekyll and Hyde

Its late, but I wanted to post this.

I got tested two weeks ago... something that everyone should do every six months.. because I was worried about me being stupid with the savage one time, and then the one car accident that I responded to when the young guy was killed... I was concerned for exposure of anything including hiv.

Now for most of all of you that read this.... When the black hole of humanity broke up with me in 2004, it was rumored he cheated on me during our relationship with someone that was suppose to have herpes... and for two tests I tested a low positive. Well in talking with professionals from that time till present, I was more and more convinced that I didn't have it. Well I went a year and half without any testing, and I thought what the heck, I should see if the number went up or down. The previous numbers where 1.14 and 1.31 (1.0 being positive).. esp when the current doctor I have, blamed a sore throat on it, when I was seen by a doctor in bradford and it was something totally different. Well the number is now 0.07 .... So its clear, I never had it, .... esp when I never had any out break of it ever.

So I'm not damaged goods anymore... and I don't mean any offense to anyone. But its my hope to find someone that I can settle down, commit, and have a normal relationship with, and not worried I would infect them.... I worry alot you all know that...

Well now it seems, that I have a refreshed chance on that. So yet another new plus for the new year. Well I knew for some time I didn't have it... but now its official.

Side note.. the Savage called again... but I'm not helping him at all. I don't even want to see him again. Getting smart in my old age? hehe?

till next time,
J