Song in my Mind ~ Still the Night - BoDeans

If I could hold you tonight.... I may never let go.... "Still the Night"....

Well.. Wednesday, Isaiah and I had our first date... It went rather well. We had a beautiful sunny day... Good dinner at a very nice place. We talked and talked... It seems we have alot in common with shitty ex's... but hopefully that has us on the same page in how to begin anew... He is a very sweet and down to Earth guy for only being 22. He enjoyed his picture from/of Times Square that I got him while I was down in the city last weekend. After dinner we went to stone tower to watch the rest of the sun go down then looked at the stars... The night was about perfect. I'm gonna have to change some of my preconceptions and defenses that I drew up over the whole "Black Hole of Humanity" thing, but the change seems to be warranted because he was really and truly honest, and was worried that the truth might make me walk away, and for a bit I wanted to... but its been a while since I've heard the truth in this whole gay dating thing... so I said maybe, this is the one I need to give the chance, I said it to others in the past for less reasons... Why turn my back on him for their sins... So... I found out he is a good kisser.. And he's just about perfect to hold. Like I said a near perfect night.

And to top it off.... HE CALLED FIRST AFTER THE DATE!!! WOW!

The distance is going to be a issue.. but then that could be good. We have tenative plans for Wednesday and Thursday, and then Saturday. He seems very interested in me.. for me... I'm a little scared... guess I'm a little gun shy yet... but... so is he from what I hear him say... so... it seems like we are on the same page.

Best,
J